他妈的！ Fuck!
说出这个房间里的三个物体 Name three objects in this room.
椅子 灯 时钟 Chair, lamp, clock.
三个物体不在这个房间里 Three objects not in this room.
威士忌酒瓶 飞机 赛马 Whisky bottle, airplane, racehorse.
他妈的 Fuck.
今天的日期 - 周四 Today's date. - Thursday.
日期 而不是星期几 The date, not the day of the week,
嗯... Um...
九月 九月... September. Sep...
年份又如何呢？ How about the year?
您的出生城市是哪里？ What's your city of birth?
你还记得你母亲的名字吗？ Do you remember your mother's name?
你的父亲呢？ How about your father?
这是一个实验过程 This is an experimental procedure.
电极会发出脉冲 Electrodes will send impulses
到达大脑中的目标区域 to the target areas in your brain.
新的神经通路应该发展 New neural pathways should develop,
但结果可能有点难以预测 but the results can be a little less predictable,
特别是考虑到您有药物滥用史 especially given your history of substance abuse,
阿尔茨海默病的常见诱因 a common trigger for Alzheimer's.
你好 Hello.
这是罗伊·弗里曼吗？ Is this Roy Freeman?
你好？ Hello?
是的 嗯 我叫艾米丽·迪茨 Yeah. Um, my name is Emily Dietz.
我参与“清洁双手项目” I work with the Clean Hands Project.
清洁双手计划？ Clean Hands Project?
是的！ Yes!
我们是一家采取法律行动的非营利组织 We are a legal action nonprofit
我们倡导囚犯 and we advocate for inmates
那些被制度剥夺了权利的人 who have been disenfranchised by the system.
好的 Okay.
您能抽出几分钟时间发言吗？ Would you have a few minutes to speak?
是的 Yeah.
这是关于什么的？ What's this about?
这是...关于你的一个旧案子 It's... regarding an old case of yours.
艾米莉·迪茨 Emily Dietz.
弗里曼先生？ - 迪茨女士 Mr. Freeman? - Ms. Dietz.
哦 你好 Oh. Hi.
- 艾米丽 - 艾米丽 - Emily. - Emily.
我真的很感谢你与我见面 I really appreciate you meeting with me.
没问题 No problem.
你说这是关于 呃 一个旧案子 是吧？ You said it was about, uh, an old case, huh?
是的先生 艾萨克·塞缪尔. Yes, sir. Isaac Samuel.
艾萨克·塞缪尔？ Isaac Samuel?
嗯...我...对不起 我-我不 呃... Um... I... I'm sorry. I-I don't, uh...
哦 当然 Oh. Of course.
相信你也见过更多案例 I'm sure you've seen more cases
比你想记住的还要多 than you care to remember.
是的 类似的事情 Yeah. Something like that.
他因约瑟夫·维德谋杀案被定罪 He was convicted in the Joseph Wieder murder
十年前在沃特福德学院 at Waterford College ten years ago
并计划执行 and is scheduled to be executed
下个月月底 end of next month.
我们试图让州长暂缓执行 We've tried to get a stay from the governor,
但看起来不太好 but it's not looking good.
好的 Okay.
我不认识他了 I don't recognize him.
他跟我有什么关系？ What's he got to do with me?
塞缪尔先生要求与侦探们交谈 Mr. Samuel requested to speak with the detectives
在他坦白的那天晚上 是谁审问了他 who had interrogated him the night of his confession.
我审问他？ I interrogated him?
我还没有找到你以前的搭档 And I have yet to locate your former partner.
他想谈什么？ What does he want to talk about?
恐怕他没说 I'm afraid he didn't say.
这是你必须亲自问他的事情 That's something that you will have to ask him yourself.
艾萨克·塞缪尔？ Isaac Samuel?
是的 Yeah.
我是罗伊·弗里曼 我曾经是一名侦探 I'm Roy Freeman. I used to be a detective.
我听说你想见我 I've been told you wanted to see me.
- 是的？ - 是的 - Yeah? - Yeah.
好的 Okay.
好吧 我在这里 Well, here I am.
你好吗？ How are you doing?
哦 你知道 我很幸运 罗伊 Oh, you know, I'm blessed, Roy.
十年 三个热床和一张婴儿床 Ten years, three hots and a cot,
死囚读书俱乐部的成员 member of the death row book club.
监狱夺走了我的身体 但安拉夺走了我的灵魂 Prison got my body, but Allah got my spirit.
就像你他妈的在乎我过得怎么样一样 Like you give a fuck how I'm doing.
我懂了 I see.
所以 这位女士 呃... Emily Dietz So, this lady, uh... Emily Dietz,
来自“干净的手”项目 from the Clean Hands Project,
她告诉我你想和我谈谈 she told me you wanted to talk to me.
这就是你想说的吗？ Is that what you wanted to say?
不 你在这里是因为我想知道那是什么感觉 No, you're here 'cause I want to know how it feels
知道一个无辜的人将被处死 to know an innocent man is gonna be put to death.
正确的 Right.
而且 呃...你是无辜的人吗？ And, uh... you are the innocent man?
是的 Yeah.
别误会我的意思 罗伊 Don't get me wrong, Roy.
我做了一些坏事 做出了一些错误的决定 I'd done some bad shit, made some bad decisions,
但杀死乔·维德并不是其中之一 but killing Joe Wieder ain't one of them.
艾萨克... Isaac...
你承认了 you confessed.
你被带进来审问 You were brought in for questioning
你承认了 and you confessed.
所以现在你告诉我 过了这么久 So now you're telling me, all this time later,
突然你记起了不同的事情？ suddenly you remember things different?
这件事并不突然 Ain't nothing sudden about it.
我在这里已经十年了 他妈的十年了 I've been in here ten years. Ten fucking years.
没什么可做的 只能在脑子里重播那段狗屎 Nothing to do but replay that shit in my head.
- 它是如何真正下降的 - 正确的 - How it really went down. - Right.
这就是我在这里的原因 That's why I'm here.
所以你可以告诉我它到底是如何下降的 So you can tell me how it really went down.
听着 我知道你不再是警察了 Look, I know you ain't no cop no more,
他们把你拉屎的方式 the way they shit-canned you
就那次酒驾事故 over that drunk-driving accident,
但也许你想问心无愧 but maybe you want to clear your conscience.
至少听我说完……这一次 At least hear me out... this time.
我在听 I'm listening.
凶杀案发生当晚 Night of the murder,
我太紧张了 我什么都不记得了 I was so strung out, I ain't remember shit.
你们整晚都在锤我 You guys hammered me all night.
当我看到这些照片的时候 我已经彻底崩溃了 By the time I saw those photos, I was so fucked up
我想我一定已经做到了 I thought I must have done it.
你闯了进来 把他打死了 You broke in, you beat him to death.
我们在房子里到处都发现了你的指纹！ We found your fingerprints all over the house!
快点！ Come on!
承认吧 儿子 承认吧 Just admit it, son. Admit it.
这就是你 这就是你！你做到了！这是你！ This was you. This was you! You did this! This is you!
这都是你他妈的！ This is all fucking you!
承认吧！ Admit it!
是的 Yeah.
你为什么去他家？ Why did you go to his house?
维德被杀的前一年 The year before Wieder got killed,
我因盗窃而被报警 I got rung up for theft.
我的小男人的配方 Formula for my little man.
维德作为地方检察官的专家证人出庭作证 And Wieder testified as an expert witness for the DA.
我告诉法官那天晚上我太兴奋了 I told the judge I was so high that night
我没有认真思考 I wasn't thinking straight,
但维德说我很清楚自己在做什么 but Wieder said I knew exactly what I was doing.
所以他们把我当作一个成年人来尝试 So they tried me as an adult.
你知道18岁是什么感觉 You know what it's like to be 18 years old
还有一些光头党的婊子？ and some skinhead's bitch?
让我们回顾一下这一点 Let's just go back over this.
维德作证指控你并让你入狱 Wieder testifies against you and gets you prison time.
你去他家 已经是深夜了 你生气了 You go to his house, it's late at night. You're angry.
你不喜欢这样 我不是杀手！ You don't like this--I ain't no killer!
我只是想让我儿子回来 I just wanted my son back
我想也许维德可以帮忙 and I thought maybe Wieder could help.
是的 我去过他家 Yeah, I went to his house.
我等待他的看护人离开 I waited for his caretaker to leave
我绕到后面 and I went round the back.
我什至完全做到了里面 I even made it all the way inside.
你好 影子 Hello, Shadow.
但随后又有人进来了 But then someone else came in.
哦！这么快就回来了？ Oh! Back so soon?
然后事情就变糟了 And then shit just went bad.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我惊慌失措 在看清是谁之前就离开了 I panicked and I left before I could see who it was.
[维德尔]不！ [Wieder] No!
好的 所以你从来没有碰过他 Okay. So you never touched him.
呃 但你不……我告诉你实话！ Uh, but you don't... I'm telling you the truth!
好吧 艾萨克 Okay, Isaac.
你认为我在撒谎 You think I'm lying.
好吧 问问理查德·芬恩 他会告诉你 Well, ask Richard Finn. He'd tell you.
你得提醒我 You're gonna have to remind me.
嗯...理查德·芬恩是谁？ Um... who-who is Richard Finn?
几个月前他来看我 He came to see me a few months back.
他正在写一本关于谋杀案的书 He's writing some book about the murder.
- 一本书？ - 是的 - A book? - Yeah.
听着 呃 艾萨克 我只是不明白 Look, uh, Isaac, I just don't see
我将能够参与其中 that I'm gonna be in a position to get involved.
你已经参与其中了 罗伊！这是你的事 You already involved, Roy! This is on you.
当我签署那份该死的认罪书时你就在场！ You were there when I signed that fucking confession!
改正它！ Make it right!
我为我18岁时所做的事情付出了代价 I paid for what I did when I was 18.
赶紧把这件事做好 不然我就死定了！ Make this shit right or I'm dead!
该药物可以帮助突触再生 The medication can aid synaptic regeneration,
但你必须保持头脑活跃 but you must keep your mind active--
书籍 拼图 任何可以刺激大脑的东西 books, puzzles, anything to stimulate your brain.
是你！是你！承认吧！ It was you! It was you! Admit it!
你做到了！这是你！ You did this! This is you!
好吧 问问理查德·芬恩 Well, ask Richard Finn.
嘿！ Hey!
罗伊？ Roy?
是的 Yeah.
你他妈在这里做什么？ What the fuck are you doing here?
我当时就在附近 I was just in the neighborhood.
进来 Come in.
嘿 Hey.
进来吧 进来吧 进来吧 Come in, come in, come in.
进来吧 进来吧 Come in, come in.
你知道吗 我不记得上次看到你的脸是什么时候了 You know, I can't remember the last time I saw your face.
就这样吧 罗伊 There you go, Roy.
你知道那是什么时候吗？ You know when it was?
啊 那应该是十年前的事了 Ahh, it must have been ten years ago
当那些该死的王八蛋拿走了你的徽章时 when those fucking sons of bitches took your badge.
是的 我想是的 Yeah, I suppose so.
听着 我希望你不再带着那些狗屎了 Listen, I hope you're not still carrying around all that shit.
我的意思是 当时我们都在工作中喝酒 I mean, we all drank on the job back then.
那次事故 That accident,
那可能是我们中的任何一个人 that could have been any one of us.
干杯 Cheers.
这是怎么回事？你在马车上还是什么？ What's up? You on the wagon or something?
呃...好吧 是的 Uh... well, yeah.
我的我的医生说它会扰乱我的药物 所以... My-my doctor says it'll mess with my medication, so...
你病了 罗伊？ You're sick, Roy?
不 我正在做 呃 就像临床试验一样 No. I'm doing, uh, like a clinical trial.
我患有阿兹海默症 I've got Alzheimer's,
所以他们把这些小脉冲放进我该死的脑袋里 so they put these little pulses into my fucking head.
它应该可以刺激记忆 It's supposed to stimulate memory.
天哪 罗伊 Jesus Christ, Roy.
如果你没有在前门说出我的名字 If you hadn't have said my name at the front door,
我不会知道那是你 I wouldn't have known it was you.
那么你... So you...
你不记得你和我在工作中的事吗？ you have no memory of you and me on the job?
- 不 - 他妈的 - No. - Fuck.
不 我-我读过旧案卷 No, I-I read old case files
这对我来说都是新鲜的信息 and it's all fresh information for me.
是的 但这不仅仅是我的工作时间 Yeah, but it's not just my time on the job.
我他妈的整个人生就是一个黑洞 我... My whole fucking life is a black hole. I...
他妈的 伙计 Fuck, man.
还记得猫吗？ Remember Cat?
我的妻子 My wife.
无论如何 她 呃…… Anyway, she, uh...
她去年通过了 she passed last year.
癌症 Cancer.
- 对不起 - 是的 - I'm sorry. - Yeah.
该死的癌症 Fucking cancer.
部门卫生基金 Department health fund
不会支付她的医院费用 wouldn't pay her hospital bills.
我必须把它解决掉 I had to sort it out.
无论如何 你来这里不是为了那件事 Anyway, you didn't come here for that shit.
你怎么过来的 罗伊？ What brings you by, Roy?
好的 呃……你还记得一个叫艾萨克·塞缪尔的人吗？ Okay. Uh... you remember a guy called Isaac Samuel?
他被判犯有谋杀罪 He got convicted for murder,
发生在沃特福德学院的那件事 that thing that happened at Waterford College
和教授？ with a professor?
啊 你一直在和那位女士说话 Ahh. You've been talking to the lady
来自倡导小组 from the advocacy group.
我没有给她回电话 I didn't call her back.
哦 好吧 我接了电话 Oh, well, I took the call
而且 呃 她说艾萨克想和我说话 所以…… and, uh, she said that Isaac wanted to talk to me, so...
你和艾萨克·塞缪尔谈过吗？ You spoke to Isaac Samuel?
是的 我去了州立监狱 Yeah. I went down to the state prison
我们聊了聊 呃... and we talked and, uh...
他告诉我他没有这样做 he tells me he didn't do it.
来吧 罗伊 这就是他们在死囚牢房里都说的话 Come on, Roy. That's what they all say on death row.
是的 我知道 我知道 Yeah, I know, I know.
但我必须说 吉米 他……很有说服力 But I gotta say, Jimmy, he was... convincing.
他提到另一个来看他的人 呃... He mentioned another guy that came to see him. Uh...
芬恩. Finn.
理查德·芬恩. Richard Finn.
这个名字让你想起什么了吗？ Does that name ring any kind of bell with you?
好久以前的事了 我我我不记得了…… It was so long ago, I-I-I don't remember...
嗯 我读了文件 Well, I read the file
当我们掸掉那间屋子的灰尘时 and when we dusted that house,
里面到处都是芬恩的指纹 Finn's prints are all over the place inside.
整个房子 All through the house.
所以？ So?
他们就在那里 谁在乎？ They were there. Who cares?
理查德·芬恩说他不在家里 Richard Finn said he wasn't at the house
谋杀案发生当晚 the night of the murder.
这是他的声明中的 好吗？ That's in his statement, okay?
但我们从未跟进 But we never followed it up.
我们从未证实过他的下落 We never corroborated his whereabouts
我只是觉得这有点奇怪 and I just kinda found that a bit strange.
这不奇怪吗？ Is that not strange?
你想说什么？ What's your point?
我不知道 I don't know.
我只是在想你和我 I was just thinking that you and me,
我们也许会去和他谈谈 we'd maybe go and talk to him,
看看他要为自己说什么 see what he has to say for himself.
- 为什么？ - 我不知道 - Why? - I don't know.
这只是一种感觉 It's just a feeling.
这就是我这些天要做的一切 That's all I got to go on these days.
此外 我的医生说我必须保持头脑活跃 Besides, my doctor says I gotta keep my mind active,
那到底是怎么回事 嗯？ so what the fuck, huh?
当然 罗伊 Sure, Roy.
我会调查一下 I'll look into it.
我还有一些朋友在工作 I still got a few friends on the job.
好的 Okay.
我会联系你的 罗伊 I'll be in touch, Roy.
♪ 你 ♪ ♪ You ♪
♪ 你看到了什么？ ♪ ♪ What do you see? ♪
啊! Ah!
是的 我找到了你的男孩 Yeah. I found your boy.
我找到了理查德·芬 I found Richard Finn.
女房东让煤气工进来时发现了他 The landlady found him when she let the gas man in.
他怎么死的？ How did he die?
过量 芬太尼 Overdose. Fentanyl.
只有一个针孔 Only one needle hole.
什么？ What?
他不是什么瘾君子 He's not much of a junkie.
没有任何痕迹 There's no track marks.
所以他是个新手 不知道他在做什么 So he's a newbie. Didn't know what he was doing.
- 你还好吗 罗伊？ - 他在那 - You alright there, Roy? - He was there.
在犯罪现场 At the crime scene.
- 是的 你之前这么说 - 不 - Yeah. You said that. - No.
不 不仅仅是他的指纹 No, not just his prints.
第二天早上我们在那里的时候他也在那里 He was there the next morning when we were there.
这就是你所记得的吗 Is this what you're remembering,
在犯罪现场看到他？ seeing him at the crime scene?
这个人的指纹就在家里 全部都在它身上 This guy's prints are at the house. All over it.
第二天早上他出现在犯罪现场 He turns up to the crime scene the next morning.
我们和他说话 We talk to him.
他谋杀时的不在场证明 His alibi for the time of the murder
就是他一个人在家 is that he was home alone.
我们不跟进 And we don't follow it up.
我们不和他的朋友说话 We don't talk to his friends,
我们不和他的邻居说话 we don't talk to his neighbors.
房子里到处都是艾萨克·塞缪尔的脚印 Isaac Samuel's prints were all over the house.
他有动机 他也承认了 He had motive and he confessed.
这没有道理 It doesn't make sense.
好吧 现在没关系 死人不会说话 Well, it doesn't matter now. The dead don't talk.
是的 也许吧 Yeah, maybe.
但他们确实留下了屎 But they do leave shit behind.
从灰归灰 从尘归尘 From ashes to ashes, from dust to the dust,
一定是这样 so it must be.
哦 上帝 我们所有欢乐的精神 Oh, God, the spirit of all our joys,
我们快乐的原因 the cause of our delights,
我们最黑暗的夜晚的荣耀 the glory of our darkest nights.
呃 芬恩夫人？ Uh, Mrs. Finn?
我叫罗伊·弗里曼 My name's Roy Freeman.
我 呃… I, uh...
我明白这是一个非常糟糕的时刻 I understand this is a very bad time,
但我可以问几个问题吗 but can I just ask a couple of questions
关于你丈夫？ about your husband?
呃...我是她的丈夫 艾迪 Uh... I'm her husband, Eddie.
哦 我很抱歉 艾迪 Oh, I'm so sorry, Eddie.
你好 呃……另一位芬恩夫人在附近吗？ Hi. Uh... is the other Mrs. Finn around here somewhere?
呃 不 Uh, no.
她和理查德的关系并不好 She and Richard weren't exactly on the best of terms.
现在 有什么我可以帮你的吗？ Now, is there something I can help you with?
他是我的兄弟 He was my brother.
我正在调查一个案例 I'm looking into a case
你哥哥特别感兴趣 that your brother was particularly interested in.
最近他去探望一名死囚 Recently he went to visit a death row inmate
他提到他实际上正在写一本书 and he mentioned he was actually writing a book
就此主题而言 on the subject.
我想知道你是否知道这件事 I wondered if you knew anything about this.
我要和裘德阿姨一起搭车回家 I'm gonna get a ride home with Aunt Jude.
- 是的 - 好的？ - Yeah. - Okay?
好的 - 好的 Okay. - Okay.
我 呃……就在这儿 I'm, uh... just over here.
这里 Here.
我在他的公寓里找到了它 I found it in his apartment.
他称之为《镜之书》 He called it The Book of Mirrors.
标题对我来说没有任何意义 The title doesn't make any sense to me.
镜之书... Book of Mirrors...
艾萨克·塞缪尔 那个 呃 死囚 Isaac Samuel, that, uh, death row inmate,
他说这是关于维德谋杀案的？ he said this is about the Wieder murder?
是的 好吧 如果理查德在这里的话 Yeah, well, if Richard were here,
他可能会称其为犯罪回忆录之类的 he'd probably call it a crime memoir or some shit.
你读过吗？ You read it?
尽我所能 Much as I could stomach.
都是一群自我夸大的垃圾 It's a bunch of self-aggrandizing garbage,
你问我 you ask me.
关于他在大学时迷恋的某个女孩 About some girl he was obsessed with in college.
那么 呃 你们关系并不亲密？ So, uh, you guys weren't close?
听着 我并不是要说死者的坏话 Look, I don't mean to speak ill of the dead,
但理查德并不是一个真正的人 but Richard wasn't exactly someone
你想要接近的 that you wanted to get close to.
他用了多久了？ How long had he been using?
毒品？ Drugs?
不 不 No. No.
我从来不知道他吸毒 I never knew him to be into drugs.
这似乎不是他的事 再说一遍 和理查德一起 It just didn't seem his thing. Then again, with Richard,
一切都不是表面看上去那样 nothing was ever really how it seemed.
我的意思是 他总是有点不对劲 I mean, he'd always been a little bit off,
即使当我们还是孩子的时候 even when we were kids,
但去年 过去几年 甚至 but this last year, last couple of years, even,
似乎有些不对劲 something just didn't seem right.
有什么不同？ What was different?
我不知道 他是... I don't know. He was...
焦躁 偏执 agitated, paranoid.
就像他在那本书中遇到的那样 Just like he comes across in that book.
现在 听着 如果我是你 Now, listen, if I were you,
我不会在上面浪费太多时间 I wouldn't waste too much time on it.
好的 我可以保留这个吗？ Okay. I can keep this?
别客气 Be my guest.
“记忆是一种变化无常的东西 "Memory is a fickle thing.
我们能回忆起什么 不能回忆起什么 What we can recall, what we can't.
留下永久印记的难得时刻 Rare moments that forever imprint,
平庸的事却没有 banalities that don't.
苦难如此痛苦 Sufferings so painful,
它们深深地埋藏在我们心灵的深处 they're buried deep in our mind's recesses,
被遗忘 直到时间将其重新挖掘出来 forgotten till time digs it back up.
不管记忆如何 好的 坏的 平庸的 Whatever the memory, though-- good, bad, unremarkable--
它永远不会一下子全部回来 it never comes back all at once.
它们总是分成碎片分发 They're always doled out in fragments
就像拼图的碎片一样 你必须等待才能完成 ” like pieces of a puzzle you have to wait to complete."
“当你得到另一块拼图时...... "When you'll get another puzzle piece...
这是任何人的猜测 that's anyone's guess.
几个月 几年 甚至可能是十年 ” Months, years, could be a decade."
理查德·芬恩. Richard Finn.
“就像约瑟夫·维德被谋杀一样 "Like it was with the murder of Joseph Wieder.
十年了 从来没有理解过 ” Ten years of never understanding it."
“或者据我现在所知 是误解了 ” "Or as I now know, misunderstanding it."
不 No.
“而这一切都是因为她 "And all because of her.
劳拉·贝恩斯 Laura Baines.
她是那些罕见的独角兽之一 She was one of those rare unicorns
他知道一切的一切 ” who knew everything about everything."
没有人更好地利用半音对位法 Nobody made better use of chromatic counterpoint
比拉赫玛尼诺夫 than Rachmaninoff.
“双学士学位 "Double bachelor's in
艺术史和神经科学 ” art history and neuroscience."
...较低的皮质醇水平和他们的倾向之间... ...between lower cortisol levels and their predisposition...
“数学硕士 ” "A master's in math."
奥德利兹科所展现的美丽 The beauty of what Odlyzko showed
是不是分布... is that the distribution...
“会说五种语言 ” "Spoke five languages."
“她清楚地知道自己是谁 "She knew exactly who she was.
如果我当时这么做就好了 ” If only I did back then."
拳头怎么样？ How's the punch?
你偷偷摸摸的样子 The way you've been skulking around,
等待你过来和我说话的时刻 waiting for your moment to come and talk to me,
我想你至少会想出比这更好的东西 I figured you'd at least come up with something better than,
“拳打得怎么样？” "How's the punch?"
我没有偷偷摸摸 I wasn't skulking.
不只是偷偷摸摸 斜视也 Not just skulking. Leering too.
哦！鬼鬼祟祟和斜视 Oh! Skulking and leering.
你让我听起来像是个连环杀手 You're making me sound like I'm a serial killer.
好吧 我可以说我什么时候就认识你了 Well, I can say I knew you when.
- 我是 呃 理查德 - 我知道 - I'm, uh, Richard. - I know.
它在你的胸口 It's on your chest.
哦 正确的 Oh. Right.
然而 呃 你在这里 And yet, uh, here you are,
无名且笼罩在神秘之中 似乎不公平 nameless and shrouded in mystery. Seems unfair.
“噢 名字到底意味着什么？ "Oh, what's in a name, really?
我们用任何其他名字称呼它为玫瑰 ” That which we call a rose by any other name."
哦 太好了！ Oh, great!
另一个吟游诗人 Another bardolater.
那么 呃 你的论文是关于什么的？ So, uh, what's your thesis about?
不！别告诉我 Um... No! Don't tell me.
- 让我猜猜 好的 - 好的 - Let me guess. Okay. - Okay.
呃……这可能是有争议的事情 Uh... it's probably something controversial.
- 大概 - 是的 - Probably. - Yeah.
好的 “跨性别干扰 Okay, "Cross Gender Interference
在《仲夏夜之梦》中 ” in A Midsummer Night's Dream."
繁荣 Boom.
关闭 Close.
《记忆再巩固》 "Memory Reconsolidation
通过加速解决疗法 ” Through Accelerated Resolution Therapy."
哦 吟游诗人鲜为人知的作品之一 Oh. One of the Bard's lesser known works.
嗯... Um...
心理学系 我是劳拉 Psychology department. I'm Laura.
什么 你就是喜欢把其他部门的调音台弄坏？ What, you just like to crash other departments' mixers?
哦 呃 不 我和一个朋友一起来的 Oh, uh, no, I came with a friend.
嗯 确实是同事 维德尔教授 Well, a colleague, really. Professor Wieder.
我正在帮他做一些研究 I'm helping him with some research
他正在管理我的论文 and he's administering my thesis.
正确的 Right.
论记忆重建 On memory reconstruction
通过加速和解？ through the accelerated reconciliation?
“通过……重新巩固记忆” "Memory Reconsolidation Through..."
好的 Yeah, okay.
不 抱歉 我现在只是对你太严厉了 No. Sorry. I'm just being hard on you now.
就是有点拗口 It is a bit of a mouthful.
你能实现多少个愿望？ How many wishes do you get?
哦 Oh.
它 呃...它是我祖母的 It, uh... It belonged to my grandmother.
我在某处读过 I read somewhere
呃 当一个女人摆弄她的珠宝时 that, uh, when a woman plays with her jewelry,
这意味着她正在和你调情 it means she's flirting with you.
哦！真的吗？唔 Oh! Really? Hmm.
好吧 你不应该相信你读到的一切 Well, you shouldn't believe everything you read.
好的 Okay.
掐死我吧！ Choke me!
什么？ What?
做吧！ Do it!
更难！ Harder!
哦！哦！ Oh! Oh!
“从那一刻起 "From that moment on,
就好像我们形影不离 ” it was like we were inseparable."
“在接下来的几个月里 "For the next few months,
我们一起做所有事情 we did everything together.
她让我感觉自己是最好的自己 ” She made me feel like the best version of myself."
所以你怎么看？ So... what do you think?
我觉得怎么样？ What do I think?
我觉得你太他妈聪明了 理查德 I think you're fucking brilliant, Richard.
我的意思是 其他人需要阅读你的作品 I mean, other people need to read your work.
你应该把它寄到……《哈珀杂志》 《大西洋月刊》 You should send it to... to Harper's, The Atlantic,
所有的大小说破烂不堪 all the big fiction rags.
“就像我正在经历这个世界 "It was like I was experiencing the world
第一次通过她的眼睛 ” for the first time through her eyes."
- 你太有才华了 - 谢谢 - You're so talented. - Thanks.
只需 呃 一秒钟 对不起 Just, uh, one second. Sorry.
嗨 妈妈 Hey, Mom.
“但并非一切都看起来很美好 ” "But not everything was looking rosy."
嗯 Uh-huh.
“我们见面几个月后 "A few months after we met,
我父亲死于心脏病 my father died of a heart attack.
我妈妈付不起我的食宿费用 My mother couldn't afford my room and board.
劳拉想帮忙 Laura wanted to help
这就是我第一次见到约瑟夫·维德教授 ” and that's how I first met Professor Joseph Wieder."
劳拉 欢迎！ Laura. Welcome!
呃 抱歉我们来晚了 Uh, sorry we're late.
- 没问题 - 你好 - Not a problem. - Hi.
你好！ Hello!
无论如何 我必须和我们在华盛顿的朋友打完电话 Had to finish a call with our friend in DC, anyway.
- 啊！嗯嗯 - 嗯嗯 - Ah! Mm-hm. - Mm-mm.
你一定是理查德 You must be Richard.
劳拉告诉了我很多关于你的事 Laura's told me a lot about you.
一切都是谎言 我确信 All lies, I'm sure.
夸张和半真半假 Exaggerations and half-truths.
那些我可以忍受的人 Those I can live with.
我们感觉像马提尼酒吗？ Do we feel like martinis?
- 当然 - 是的！ - Sure. - Yes!
所以 理查德 劳拉告诉我你想成为一名小说家 So, Richard, Laura tells me you want to be a novelist.
实际上是文学回忆录 Literary memoir, actually.
- 嗯！ - 哦？ - Mmm! - Oh?
我不熟悉 I'm not familiar.
嗯 你看 Well, you see,
传统的回忆录是某人的人生故事 a traditional memoir is someone's life story.
这种类型不关心真相问题 The genre's not concerned with questions of truth,
想象力 记忆力 风格 imagination, memory, style.
那么文学回忆录有虚构的成分吗？ Literary memoir has a fictional element, then?
不 不 我不会称其为虚构 真的 No, no, I wouldn't call it fictional, really.
- 不 - 哦 对不起 - No. - Oh. Sorry.
不 你看 呃 作者的 No, you see, uh, the author's
讲述故事的真相 telling the truth of the story
因为他相信这是真的 as he believes it to be true.
他们 因为他们相信这是真的 They. As they believe it to be true.
自我认知和个人经历 Self-perception and personal experience
参与其中 have a part in it.
好的 Okay.
再来点酒？ More wine?
- 请 - 是的！ - Please. - Yes!
你知道一些事情？ You know something?
十年后... Ten years from now...
我们回顾一下这顿晚餐 we'll look back to this dinner
我们只会记住 and all we'll remember is
莱奥维尔巴顿城堡 the Chateau Leoville Barton.
哦 我对此表示怀疑 Oh, I doubt that.
头脑一直在取代记忆 The mind replaces memories all the time.
这是其接线所固有的 It's innate to its wiring.
特别是如果你喝太多的话 Especially if you drink too much.
做事 Do the thing.
嗯？[劳拉]来吧！ Hmm?[Laura] Come on!
这不是聚会的把戏 It's not a party trick.
等待 她在说什么？ Wait. What is she talking about?
它有助于解释我们正在做什么 It helps explain what we're working on.
好吧 选择一个记忆 唔？ Okay, then. Pick a memory. Hmm?
从你的童年开始 任何事物 From your childhood. Anything.
物体 时刻 人 Objects, moments, people.
有什么你可以轻易回忆起来的吗？ Anything you can easily recall?
呃... Uh...
好的 呃... Okay. Uh...
我记得我们有这张绿色的长毛地毯 I remember we had this green shag rug
还有 呃... and, uh...
...四只金鱼 ...four goldfish
以《KISS》中的人物命名 named after the guys in KISS.
那是一段美好的回忆 That's a good memory.
有什么事情是你希望自己能够忘记的吗？ How about something that you wish you could forget?
嗯... Um...
你的父母打过你吗？ Did your parents ever hit you?
不 No.
你有没有迷路过 Did you ever get lost
在商场或者大超市？ in a shopping mall or a big supermarket?
我的意思是...想想看 有一次 I mean... come to think of it, there was this one time
我们去了一家玩具店 然后 呃... we went to a toy store, and, uh...
我……我找不到我妈妈 I... I couldn't find my mom.
你害怕吗？ Were you scared?
我的意思是 我还没有考虑过 I mean, I haven't thought about it
既然事情发生了 但是…… since it happened, but...
是的 Yeah.
我到处寻找她 I looked for her everywhere.
你最终找到了她吗？ And you eventually found her?
呃……在外面抽烟 Uh... outside smoking.
呵呵 这很疯狂 Huh. It's... crazy.
我已经忘记了这一切 I'd forgotten all that.
在 呃……我们研究的核心 呃…… At the, uh... the heart of our research, uh...
乔的研究 Joe's research
大多数人都经历过创伤 is the thesis that most people experience trauma,
但头脑封锁了那些记忆 but the mind blocks those memories
从实际呈现开始 from ever actually presenting.
那天你经历的创伤 The trauma you experienced that day
你的母亲抛弃了你吗？ was your mother abandoning you.
你还是个孩子 易受伤害的 You were a child. Vulnerable.
事实上你的母亲可能会伤害你 And that fact that your mother might actually harm you
太痛苦了 无法处理 is too traumatic to process.
所以你把它从记忆中抹去了 So you suppressed it from memory.
但那次创伤的影响 But the effects of that trauma
仍然萦绕在你的潜意识里 still linger in your subconscious
并成为你的一部分 and become part of the fabric of who you are.
哇 好的 Wow. Okay.
那是... That's...
治疗与晚餐 Therapy with dinner.
干杯 Cheers.
理查德. Richard.
你愿意跟我一起去吗？ Would you come with me?
我有一些东西想给你看 唔？ I've got something I'd like to show you. Hmm?
好的 Okay.
好的 那是很多书 Okay. That's a lot of books.
我可以每周给你 500 美元来组织它 I can offer you $500 a week to organize it.
要对它们进行电子分类 To classify them electronically,
当你可以的时候 直到你完成为止 when you can, until you're done,
如果我不得不猜测的话 这不会很快发生 which, if I had to guess, won't be anytime soon.
我...我的意思是 我真的不知道该说什么 呃... I... I mean, I don't really know what to say. Uh...
劳拉告诉我你父亲的遭遇 Laura told me about what happened to your father
以及你所处的情况 and the situation that you're in.
所以你可能只想说你会这么做 So you might want to just say you'll do it.
谢谢 Thank you.
“为维德工作是一个梦想 "Working for Wieder was a dream.
新世界打开了 New worlds opened up.
世界上最伟大的思想家的精选集 A curated collection of the world's greatest thinkers.
对于每两个我都会编目...... For every two I'd catalog...
我会发现自己在读另一本 I'd find myself reading another.
但最终 我在维德度过的所有时间 Eventually, though, all the time I spent at Wieder's
让我接触到一些我没有预料到的事情 ” exposed me to something I wasn't expecting."
- 更多书籍？ - 是的 - More books? - Yeah.
教授要我捐献它们 The professor wants me to donate them,
但这里有一些好东西 but there's some good shit in here.
说 呃 蝙蝠怎么了？ Say, uh, what's with the bats?
他父亲的 His dad's.
我猜 收集了它们 Collected them, I guess.
也签了 Signed too.
威利·麦考维 艾尔·卡琳. Willie McCovey. Al Kaline.
特德·威廉姆斯 Ted Williams.
你想完成这个吗？我得工作了 You wanna finish this? I gotta work.
是的 当然 Yeah. Sure.
谢谢 Thanks.
“笑 ”是的 "A laugh." Yeah.
“一只手擦过一条手臂 ” "A hand grazing an arm."
“有一件事是清楚的 ” "One thing's clear."
嗨 是我 Hey, it's me.
抱歉 但我今晚得准备晚餐 I'm sorry, but I have to bag on dinner tonight.
我被困在办公室帮助乔 I'm stuck at the office helping Joe,
但我会 呃...我回家后会见到你 but I'll, uh... I'll see you when I get home.
“劳拉·贝恩斯不仅仅是 "Laura Baines was more than
只是约瑟夫·维德的研究员 ” just Joseph Wieder's research fellow."
我应该去工作了 I'm supposed to be working.
你明天没有研究论文要交吗？ Don't you have a research paper due tomorrow?
是的 Yeah.
我有很多患者笔记需要抄写 I have so many patient notes to transcribe.
停止！ Stop!
天啊 你喜欢那个吗？ Oh, God. Do you like that?
你知道我喜欢那样 You know I like that.
[劳拉]你知道我知道 [Laura] You know I do.
“尽管我们在一起度过了一段时光 "Despite our time together,
我根本不认识劳拉·贝恩斯 ” I didn't know Laura Baines at all."
“当我发现那份手稿时...... "And when I found that manuscript...
我意识到我不是唯一一个 ” I realized I wasn't the only one."
你饿了吗？ Are you hungry?
噢！嗨 我不知道你在家 Oh, hey. I didn't know you were home.
- 你那里有什么？ - 我不知道 - What have you got there? - I don't know.
我发现它在 呃... I found it in, uh...
它被放在后面一些书的后面 It was lodged in the back there behind some books.
哦 呵呵 Oh. Huh.
劳拉 如此渴望 Laura. So eager.
哦 Oh.
快点 午餐变冷之前 Come on. Before lunch gets cold.
理查德 你喜欢做饭吗？ Do you like to cook, Richard?
我真的不知道怎么办 I don't really know how.
嗯 你应该学习 Well, you should learn.
也许你很擅​​长 也许你不擅长 嗯？ Maybe you're good at it, maybe you're not, hmm?
实验 Experiment.
嗯嗯 Mm-hm.
劳拉喜欢会做饭的男人 Laura likes a man who can cook.
你们两个之间的情况怎么样？ How are things going between you two?
我们只是朋友 We're just friends.
哦 来吧 Oh, come on.
我的印象是你远不止于此 I got the impression you were more than that.
她是这么告诉你的吗？ Is that what she told you?
我不需要劳拉告诉我一些事情就可以知道 I don't need Laura to tell me something to know it.
我能感知事物 I can sense things.
我认识她有一段时间了 I've known her for some time now.
正确的 我的意思是 我-我绝不会假设... Right. I mean, I-I would never presume...
但是 理查德 她带你进入我的生活是为了帮助 But, Richard, she brought you into my life to help,
不要让事情复杂化 not to complicate things.
这就是我来这里的目的 提供帮助 And that's what I'm here for, to help.
嗯 很好 Well, good.
那么 为了这个目的 To that end, then,
我认为 这些只是我的想法 I think-- and these are just my thoughts--
我想如果你们不再见面会更好 I think it would be better if you stopped seeing each other.
等等 什么？ Wait, what?
没有人喜欢它 Nobody likes it when things
变得过于复杂 become overly complicated.
我要出城去见一些关于我的书的人 I'm going out of town to meet some people about my book.
我想象当我回来时 I imagine when I get back
你将会做出一些新的安排 you will have sorted out some new arrangement.
祝你胃口好 Bon appétit.
“他已经越界了 "He'd crossed a line,
但我从来没有解决任何问题 but I never sorted anything out.
她帮我安排好了 ” She sorted it out for me."
宝贝？ Babe?
你回家？ You home?
嘿 呃... Hey, uh...
我从竹屋给你带了一些东西 I got you some stuff from Bamboo House.
你知道 那些你喜欢的饺子 You know, those dumplings you like.
宝贝？ Babe?
“她走了 "She was gone.
然后第二天 事情就发生了 ” And then the next day, it happened."
“约瑟夫·维德教授被发现死亡 "Professor Joseph Wieder was found dead.
被打死 Beaten to death.
一些吸毒者承认了罪行 ” Some junkie confessed to the crime."
“沃特福德学院社区消化了这场悲剧 "The Waterford College community digested the tragedy
然后我就成了一个名不见经传的小说家 and I went on to become a novelist of no repute,
默默无闻地辛苦劳作 ” toiling in obscurity."
“劳拉·贝恩斯呢？ "And Laura Baines?
后来我发现谋杀案发生前一周 I later found out that a week before the murder
她去见苏珊·艾弗里 she went to see Susan Avery,
维德在国防部的联系人 Wieder's contact at the Department of Defense,
声称拥有维德作品的所有权 ” claiming ownership over Wieder's work."
不 事情不是这样的 No, it doesn't work like that.
美国政府委托进行了这项研究 The US Government commissioned the study.
这笔补助金是授予维德教授的 The grant is for Professor Wieder.
但我写了！ But I wrote it!
听着 贝恩斯女士 Look, Ms. Baines,
我不知道你和维德博士做了什么安排 I don't know what arrangement you made with Dr. Wieder,
但我建议你向大学提出这个问题 but I recommend you take it up with the university
或直接与他联系 or directly with him.
哦 来吧！这是我的工作 Oh, come on! This is my work
他只是把自己的名字写在上面！ and he just put his name on it!
- 对不起 - 这就是你能说的吗？ - I'm sorry. - Is that all you can say?
这是胡说八道！ This is bullshit!
你不能就这样逃脱惩罚！ You can't just get away with this!
“谋杀案发生后 她失踪了 "After the murder, she disappeared.
就像她从地球表面掉下来一样 ” It was like she'd fallen right off the face of the Earth."
“直到我再次见到她的那一天 ” "Until the day I saw her again."
“直到……我再次见到她 ” "Until... I saw her again."
直到你在哪里再次见到她？ Until you saw her again where?
啊 你这个混蛋！ Ah, you motherfucker!
你知道吗？她可能已经死了 You know what? She's probably dead.
她的社会安全号码仍然有效 Her social security number is still active.
她没有地址 没有社交媒体存在 She's got no address, no social media presence,
没有营业场所 什么都没有 no place of business, nothing.
一张高中时的老照片 Just one old pic from high school.
所以呢？她是一个有隐私的人 So what? She's a private person.
韦恩·德弗罗也是如此 It's the same with Wayne Devereaux,
维德尔的看护者 Wieder's caretaker.
没有电话号码 没有工作经历 No phone number, no job history.
我做了反向地址搜索 什么也没有 I did a reverse address search, nothing.
就像维德尔当时生活中的每个人一样 It's like everyone from Wieder's life at that time
现在他妈是个鬼 is now a fucking ghost.
你知道吗？ You know what?
你让我觉得我想成为一个他妈的幽灵 You're making me feel like I want to be a fucking ghost.
我唯一能找到的是芬恩的前妻 The only one I've been able to track down is Finn's ex-wife.
我要去跟她谈谈 I'm gonna go and talk to her.
她他妈的会对你说什么？ And what the fuck's she gonna say to you?
我不知道 I don't know.
她可能知道一些事情 She might know something.
你知道？芬恩可能有所发现 You know? Finn might have been onto something.
这里面有很多事情 也许 如果和但是 That's a lot of somethings and maybes and ifs and buts.
看看 伙计 如果艾萨克·塞缪尔是无辜的 Look, man, if Isaac Samuel is innocent
我们放错了人 and we've put away the wrong guy,
快点 come on.
这是我们纠正错误的机会 That's a chance for us to make that right.
- 那家伙承认了！ - 我知道他承认了 好吗？ - The guy confessed! - I know he confessed, okay?
他承认那天晚上他就在家里 他说 He admits he was in the house on that night. He says that.
但他也说 在他能做任何事情之前 But he also says before he could do anything,
又有人进屋了 someone else came in to the house.
WHO？ Who?
谁进来了 罗伊？ Who came in, Roy?
我不知道 I don't know.
好吧 如果你他妈的不知道 Well, if you don't fucking know,
那我他妈的也不知道 then I don't fucking know either.
我要小便一下 I'm gonna take a piss.
然后他又扔了一个！ And he drops in another one!
这孩子火了！ This kid's on fire!
嘿！ Hey!
他妈的怎么了 伙计？ What the fuck, man?
对不起 I'm sorry.
幻觉通常是常见的副产品 Hallucinations are often a common byproduct
的程序 of the procedure.
但我只见过她的照片 But I've only ever seen pictures of her.
是的 嗯 这表明回忆 Yeah, well, it indicates recall,
即使那不是真的她 even if it wasn't really her.
与您报告的记忆片段相同 Same with the snippets of memory you've reported.
这意味着您的神经通路开始重新激活 It means your neural pathways are starting to reactivate.
那么我不会完全疯掉吧？ So I'm not just going completely crazy, then?
离得很远 Far from it.
你实际上就是我们所说的好结果 You're actually what we'd call a good result.
治疗有效 Treatment's working.
[男人] 把它放下！ [man] Put that down!
芬恩女士？ Ms. Finn?
很抱歉打扰您 我... I'm sorry to disturb you. I...
你是警察吗？ You the cop?
罗伊·弗里曼 是的 我打了电话 Roy Freeman, yeah. I called.
是的 我实际上 你知道 呃... Yeah, I'm actually, you know, uh...
...退休了 ...retired.
所以我不再和警察在一起了 And so I'm not with the police anymore.
好的 从来不喜欢警察 Good. Never liked cops.
没有道理 Doesn't make sense.
理查德有很多东西 Richard was a lot of things--
偏执 迷惑 paranoid, deluded,
真正的厌世者 real misanthrope.
但他不是吸毒者 But he wasn't a druggie.
所以你认为他的死可能是一场意外？ So you think his death was an accident, maybe?
我敢打赌那个混蛋 伊丽莎白·韦斯特莱克 I bet that cunt, Elizabeth Westlake,
与此有关 had something to do with it.
对不起 我-我不知道那是谁 I'm sorry. I-I don't know who that is.
是的 直到最近我也没有 Yeah. Neither did I until recently.
疯狂的混蛋 Crazy-ass bitch.
他们发生了一些大争执 They had some big argument
理查德搬出前几周 a few weeks before Richard moved out.
伊丽莎白……西湖？ Elizabeth... Westlake?
是的 [罗伊]是的 好的 Yeah.[Roy] Yeah. Okay.
理查德又开始喝酒了 Richard started drinking again.
一天晚上 他回家后在电话里尖叫 And one night he comes home screaming on the phone
都很生气 all pissed.
呵呵 不不不 Huh. No, no, no.
不不不 No, no, no.
不不不 你听我说 好吗？ No, no, no, you listen to me, okay?
你他妈别骗我！ Don't you fucking lie to me!
他肯定以为我睡着了 He must have thought I was asleep.
好吧 我-我知道你做了什么 是的 Okay, I-I know what you did. Yeah.
而且你不会侥幸逃脱的 And you're not gonna get away with it.
你有没有问过他争论的焦点是什么？ You ever ask him what the argument was about?
当理查德那样的时候 我尽量不和他说话 I tried not to talk to Richard when he was like that.
正确的 Right.
于是我就一直等到他睡着了 So I waited until he was asleep.
第二天 我拨通了这个号码 Next day, I called the number,
并收到了她的语音信箱 and got her voicemail.
关于她你还知道什么？ What else do you know about her?
知道她是做什么的吗？你知道它们是如何连接的吗？ Know what she does? Do you know how they connect?
- 没什么？ - No. - Nothing?
你刚才骂她是个疯女人 You just called her a crazy-ass bitch.
听着 我只知道我从来没有听过他说话 Look, all I know is I never heard him talk
以前对任何人都这样 to anybody like that before.
连我也不行 Not even me.
你问我... You ask me...
她杀了他 she killed him.
韦斯特莱克女士 Ms. Westlake.
哦 弗里曼先生 Oh. Mr. Freeman.
我们见过面吗？ Have we met?
对不起 我有一个条件 I'm sorry. I have a condition.
我忘记了很多东西 I forget a lot of stuff.
嗯 对不起 Well, I'm sorry.
我们很久以前就偶然认识了 We met in passing a long time ago.
我在报纸上读到了关于你的事故的报道 And I'd read about your accident in the newspaper.
你介意我问你在哪里吗？ Would you mind if I asked you where?
- 我们在哪里见面的？ - 我希望我能说话 - Where did we meet? - I wish I could talk.
但我需要去办公室 But I need to get to the office.
没关系 That's okay.
其实我只是想和你谈谈 I actually just wanted to talk to you
关于理查德·芬 about Richard Finn.
现在 有一个人我想忘记 Now, there's someone I'd like to forget.
这是为什么？ Why is that?
我猜你从来没有被跟踪过 I guess you've never been stalked,
让人感觉就像你一直一样 made to feel like you always
需要回头看 need to be looking over your shoulder.
哦 是的 嗯 你知道 呃... Oh. Yeah, well, you know, uh...
他心里有这个想法 he had it in his mind
你与约瑟夫·维德的谋杀案有关 that you had something to do with Joseph Wieder's murder.
那你跟他谈过了吗？ So you've spoken to him?
不 我没有 呃... No, I haven't. Uh...
我尝试过 但他去世了 I tried to, but he passed away.
- 我懂了 - 是的 - I see. - Yeah.
不过 他留下了一些东西 He left something behind, though.
一本回忆录 A memoir.
我想知道你是否愿意看一下 And I was wondering if you'd like to have a look at it.
你可以告诉我你的想法 You could just tell me what you think.
我非常努力地去忘记生命中的那段时光 I've worked very hard to forget that time in my life,
维德教授去世了 我不想重温它 Professor Wieder's death, and I'd rather not relive it.
完全明白了 是的 Totally understand. Yeah.
不过你知道 呃... You know, though, uh...
有一个人被关在死牢里 there is a man who is on death row
约瑟夫·维德谋杀案 for Joseph Wieder's murder
他的约会很快就要到了 and his date's coming up pretty soon.
所以也许你可以看一下 So maybe you could just, you know, take a look.
如果我有空的话 If I have a free moment.
伟大的 谢谢 非常感谢 Great. Thank you. Thank you very much.
- 好吧 - 好吧 - Alright. - Alright.
你有很好的一天 You have a great day.
现在你要照顾好自己 罗伊 You take care of yourself, now, Roy.
就是这样 伙计 This is it, man.
德弗罗先生？ Mr. Devereaux?
有一阵子了 It's been a while.
我花了一点时间来安置你 Took me a second there to place you,
但我的故事和那时一样 but my story's the same as it was then.
我只是没必要告诉你因为... I just never got to tell it to you 'cause...
你已经有了你的男人了 you already had your man.
好吧 如果你同意的话 我现在就想听 Well, if it's okay with you, I'd like to hear it now.
是的？这是为什么？ Yeah? Why is that?
我只是回顾一下事情 I'm just going back through things.
确保选中所有正确的框 Making sure all the right boxes got checked,
你知道？ you know?
好的 Okay.
出色地... Well...
维德教授找到了我 Professor Wieder found me
当我还是一个空壳的时候 when I was a shell of who I was.
他帮助我重新站起来 He helped me get back on my feet.
他给我找了一份维修工作 He got me a job working maintenance.
我的意思是 我记得很清楚 伙计 I mean, I remember it crystal clear, man.
他就像一个名人 He was like a celebrity.
每个人都爱他 Everyone loved him.
他做了各种各样的工作 He did all sorts of work.
我不知道具体是什么 I don't know what exactly,
但总有人来参观 but there was always people visiting.
太感谢了 Thank you so much.
重要人物 Important people.
来自政府的人们 People from the government,
国防部 Department of Defense.
他正在为他们进行审判 He was running a trial for them
离开了他在学院的系 out of his department at the college.
外伤患者 Trauma patients.
测试他开发的药物 Testing a medication he developed.
我想我是一个完美的候选人 I guess I was a perfect candidate.
我首先到达伊拉克 I was first on the ground in Iraq.
在开枪之前看到了我的那部分 Saw my share of it before taking a bullet.
直到我回到家我才知道真正的损失 I didn't know the real damage till I got home.
只是无法获得正确的结果 Just couldn't get right.
维德在退伍军人管理局找到了我 Wieder found me at the VA,
说我符合他的研究背景 said I fit his research profile.
什么样的研究？ What kind of research?
韦恩 如果我告诉你呢？ Wayne, what if I told you
通过药物和建议 that through medicine and suggestion
你可以取代伊拉克创伤的记忆 you could replace the memory of your trauma of Iraq
拥有更好的回忆 with better memories
或者完全抹去你的创伤记忆？ or perhaps erase the memory of your trauma altogether?
伙计 我想说的是 让我报名吧 Man, I'd say sign me up.
通过激活大脑的另一侧 By activating opposite sides of the brain,
我们可以释放情感体验 we can release the emotional experiences
困在我们的神经系统中 trapped in our nervous system.
但在我们让那些不好的记忆消失之前 But before we make that bad memory go away,
我们必须全面面对它 we have to fully confront it.
呼吸 Breathe.
他说这对于治疗创伤后应激障碍（PTSD）很有效 He said it was effective for dealing with PTSD,
但这只是治疗的一部分 but that was only part of the treatment.
早上服用一颗 Take one in the morning.
还有睡前一张 And one before bed.
剩下的就是他开发的药物 The rest was that medication he developed.
他说这可以把石板擦干净 He said it could wipe the slate clean.
但你刚刚告诉我有关伊拉克的事 But you just told me about Iraq.
这是否意味着治疗没有效果？ Does that mean the treatment didn't work?
哦 有一段时间确实如此 Oh, it did for a time.
细节褪色 不再有惊恐发作 Details faded. No more panic attacks.
但那些药 伙计 我的意思是…… But those pills, man, I mean...
……他们有一些该死的副作用 ...they had some fucking mean side effects.
我已经不认识自己了 I didn't recognize myself anymore.
我会昏过去 I'd black out.
不知道我在哪里 如何到达那里 No idea where I was, how I got there.
那你就停药了？ So you stopped taking the medication?
嗯嗯 Mm-hm.
是的 违背了教授的意愿 Yeah, against the professor's wishes.
你的车在哪里？ Where's your car?
我是坐出租车来到这里的 I came here by taxi.
你想搭车吗？ You want a ride?
城里的美国防止虐待动物协会（ASPCA）为我的狗买下脚料 ASPCA in the city buys my offcuts for dogs.
- 你确定？ - 是的 伙计 座位是免费的 - You sure? - Yeah, man. Seat's free.
你了解劳拉·贝恩斯吗？ Do you know anything about Laura Baines?
天啊 我认为没有人真正了解劳拉·贝恩斯 Oh, man. I don't think anybody ever really knew Laura Baines.
她和维德是一回事 是吗？ Her and Wieder were a thing, yeah?
我对此一无所知 I don't know nothin' about that.
据他所说 她只是一个实验室助理 仅此而已 From what he said, she's just a lab assistant, nothing more.
我的意思是 也许她愿意 I mean, maybe she'd like to be.
但即使是这样 我也从未见过 But if they were, I never saw it.
并不是说我没有看到其他人 Not that I didn't see others.
我时不时地到房子里来 I'd come over the house every now and then,
修复这个和那个 to fix this and that.
那里有很多女人 There were a lot of women.
他也对它们进行了记录 He kept a record of them too.
什么样的记录？ What kind of record?
他有一台老式摄像机 He had one of those old-school camcorders.
我猜他喜欢重温他过去的功绩 I guess he liked to revisit his past exploits.
劳拉·贝恩斯有没有骂过他？ Did Laura Baines ever call him out on it?
无人 唯一一次我听到他们交谈 No, man. Only time I heard them exchange words
正在讨论他们正在写的一些研究论文 was over some research paper they were writing.
但他被杀的那天晚上 她和芬恩 But the night he was killed, her and Finn,
他们来到那所房子 they came over to the house
并且存在某种争论 and there was some kind of argument.
我们需要理性的对话 We need to have a rational conversation
没有所有这些指控 without all this accusation.
你他妈的在撒谎！[劳拉]他没有撒谎！ You're fucking lying![Laura] He's not lying!
- 哦！你现在想捍卫他吗？ - 我不需要防守 - Oh! You wanna defend him now? - I don't need defending.
他们到底在争什么？ What were they fighting about?
如果我知道的话 他妈的 芬恩真的很生气 Fuck if I know, Finn got real pissed off.
知道什么？你们两个都他妈的 Know what? Fuck the both of you.
-你们值得拥有彼此 - 你他妈在开玩笑吗？ - You deserve each other. - Are you fucking kidding me?
他走了 我走到前面 He left and I went to go out front,
和他谈谈 也许看看发生了什么 talk to him, maybe see what's what.
但他就这样……走了 But he was just... gone.
或者说他从未离开过 Or he never left.
芬恩在声明中表示 他独自一人在家 In Finn's statement, he says he was home alone
在谋杀发生时 at the time of the murder.
好吧 我的意思是 我只能告诉你我所看到的 Well, I mean, I can only tell you what I saw.
劳拉呢？你看到她离开了吗？ What about Laura? You see her leave?
是的 后来坐出租车 Yeah, later in a taxi.
那你去哪儿了？ So where'd you go?
我平常的 老沃伦 My usual. Old Warren.
那里的调酒师黛安 The bartender there, Diane,
甚至她也是教授的女儿之一 even she was one of the professor's girls.
他是一个好人 He was a good man.
他迷失了方向 仅此而已 He lost his way, that's all.
它可能发生在我们任何人身上 It can happen to any one of us.
但正如圣经所说 But it's like the Bible says.
“不要评判 以免你也被评判 ” "Do not judge lest you too be judged."
谢谢你搭电梯 Thanks for the lift.
是的 这就是我 Yeah. It's me.
他到家了 He's home.
黛安·林奇 Diane Lynch.
非常非常有趣的读物 A very, very interesting read.
你不邀请我进去吗？ Aren't you gonna invite me in?
我可以给你倒杯水吗？ Can I get you a water?
也许来点威士忌 Maybe some whiskey.
我 呃……我家里什么都没有 I, uh... I don't have any in the house.
医生们 [笑声] Doctors. [chuckles]
我什至不记得上次喝酒是什么时候了 I can't even remember the last time I had a drink.
我想这是你的病情为数不多的好处之一 One of the few benefits of your condition, I suppose.
你记不起那些糟糕的时光 You can't remember the bad times.
也记不起曾经的美好时光 Can't remember the good times, either.
这太糟糕了 That's too bad.
一定很难 Must be hard--
没有朋友 家人 过去经历的记忆 no memory of friends, family, past experience.
没有背景来说明你是谁 你在世界上的位置 No context for who you are. Your place in the world.
我无法想象那是什么样子 I can't imagine what that's like,
感到如此失落 to feel so lost.
如此孤单 So alone.
那么你觉得芬恩的书怎么样？ So what did you think of Finn's book?
它是... It was...
一堆废话 a bunch of bullshit.
所以 你们两个 呃……从来都不是恋人？ So, you two were, uh... never lovers?
不 那只是他的小小幻想 No. That was just his little fantasy.
人们总是在编造事情 People make things up all the time.
撒谎是为了保护自己 Lie to protect themselves.
制造比实际情况更多的历史 Manufacture histories to appear more than they are
因为现实太痛苦了 'cause the reality is too painful.
- 我和韦恩·德弗罗谈过 - 唔 - I spoke with Wayne Devereaux. - Hmm.
他似乎确认了里面的很多内容 He seemed to confirm a lot of what's in there.
哇 又一个可靠的证人 不过 这是有道理的 Wow. Another reliable witness. Makes sense, though.
许多遭受创伤的兽医 Lots of vets who suffer from trauma
转向逃避现实的发明 电子游戏 turn to escapist invention-- video games,
色情 pornography.
那么 他发明了研究吗？ So, did he invent the research study
维德尔也在工作吗？ Wieder was working on too?
不 韦恩是其中的参与者 No. Wayne was a participant in that.
但如果我没记错的话 But if I remember correctly,
他对该协议没有做出积极的回应 he didn't respond favorably to the protocol.
他怨恨这件事对他造成的影响 He resented what it did to him.
他很容易生气 有攻击性 He was prone to bouts of anger, aggression.
看来你对他很了解 You seem to know a whole lot about him.
嗯 我抄录了维德的病人笔记 他们全部 Well, I transcribed Wieder's patient notes. All of them.
有时你会学到一些你不希望学到的东西 Sometimes you learn things you'd prefer you didn't.
他说维德尔的目的是 He said that Wieder was intending
在发表他的发现时 所以...... on publishing his findings, so...
这就是你所做的 你工作多年 That's what you do. You work for years
然后你发表你的发现 and then you publish your findings.
但他在作品完成之前就去世了 But he died before it was complete.
你觉得他给了你应得的荣誉吗？ Do you feel he was giving you the credit you deserved?
在我们也能解决这个问题之前他就去世了 He died before we could work that out as well.
一种可以帮助人们忘记过去创伤的药物 A drug that can help people forget past trauma.
在我看来有人可以做 Seems to me someone could make
从中赚了一大笔钱 a whole lot of money out of that.
现在你认为有人为了钱杀了他 Now you think someone killed him for money.
你可能没有记忆 弗里曼先生 You may not have memory, Mr. Freeman,
但你确实有足够的想象力 but you do have quite the imagination.
人们出于各种不同的原因而杀人 People kill for a whole lot of different reasons.
我联系了苏珊·艾弗里 I reached out to Susan Avery,
维德的国防部联系人 Wieder's DOD contact.
我知道苏珊·艾弗里是谁 I know who Susan Avery is.
她与维德合作了数十年 She collaborated with Wieder for decades.
那么你也知道 So then you also know
她接管了他在沃特福德的部门 that she's taken over his department at Waterford.
唔 Hmm.
你知道 这次谈话会好很多 You know, this conversation would have been a lot better
与威士忌 with whiskey.
你曾经喜欢喝好酒 罗伊 You used to love a good drink, Roy.
现在就叫戏吧 Now call the play.
我给你五秒钟时间解开你的枪 I'll give you five seconds to unbuckle your guns.
一 One.
二 Two.
三 Three.
足够有趣了 解开它们 Enough fun. Unbuckle them.
哈利 杰克逊 拿硬件 Harry, Jackson, get the hardware.
医生！ Doc!
还有人想试试运气吗？ Anybody else want to try their luck?
动起来！ Get moving!
来吧 大家继续前进！ Come on, keep moving, all of ya!
哦 操 Oh, fuck.
911.你有什么紧急情况？ 911. What's your emergency?
是的 呃 我想报告枪击事件 Yeah, uh, I wanna report a shooting.
弗里曼先生 我将宣读您的权利 Mr. Freeman, I'm going to read you your rights.
你有保持沉默的权利 You have the right to remain silent.
如果你拒绝这项权利 If you refuse this right,
您所说的任何话都可能在法庭上成为对您不利的依据 anything you say can be used against you in a court of law.
您有权聘请律师 You have the right to an attorney.
如果你请不起律师 If you cannot afford an attorney,
法庭将为您指定一名 one will be appointed to you by the court.
我们都完成了吗？ We all done?
案件结案 Case closed.
另一本书外的书 Another one off the books.
我们去庆祝一下吧 我正在买 Let's go celebrate. I'm buying.
是的 让我来追上你 Yeah. Let me catch you up.
我在车里等你 I'll wait for you in the car.
如果你请不起律师 If you cannot afford an attorney,
法庭将为您指定一名 one will be appointed to you by the court.
先生 您明白我刚才读给您听的权利吗？ Do you understand the rights I just read to you, sir?
你知道 你是一个幸运的杂种 You know, you're one lucky sonofabitch.
那些监控摄像头拍到他试图追倒你 Those security cameras caught him trying to run you down.
会有很多繁文缛节 There's gonna be a lot of red tape,
但是 呃 这会证明这是自卫 but, uh, it'll prove it's self-defense.
谢谢你下来 Thanks for coming down.
是的 当然 Yeah, course.
你也会为我做同样的事情 You'd have done exactly the same thing for me.
CSI发现两瓶芬太尼 CSI found two vials of fentanyl
在德弗罗的卡车里 in Devereaux's truck--
和杀死芬恩的那个狗屎一样 the same shit that killed Finn.
他们称之为凶杀案 They're calling it a homicide.
什么？ What?
德弗罗杀了芬恩？ Devereaux killed Finn?
为了什么？ For what?
阻止他指认他谋杀了维德？ Stop him IDing him for Wieder's murder?
当然 说得通 Sure. Makes sense.
不 不 这他妈的毫无意义 No. No, it doesn't make fuckin' sense.
在他自己的该死的书中 In his own goddamn book,
芬恩 100% 指向伊丽莎白·韦斯特莱克 (Elizabeth Westlake) Finn is pointing 100% to Elizabeth Westlake,
不是德弗罗 not to Devereaux.
有什么不对劲 Something's not right.
是的 有些不对劲 Yeah, something's not right.
你有些不对劲 罗伊 Something's not right with you, Roy.
艾萨克·塞缪尔犯下了这一行为 Isaac Samuel committed this act.
艾萨克·塞缪尔承认了这一点 Isaac Samuel confessed to it.
一个月的时间里 In one month,
正义将会伸张 他将会死去 there will be justice and he will be dead.
你可以继续前进 忘记这一切 And you can move on and forget about all this.
我是个好警察吗？ Was I a good cop?
你是个好警察吗？什么？ Were you a good cop? What?
你他妈的在说什么？ What the fuck are you talking about?
我的工作做得好吗？ Was I good at my job?
还是我是个坏警察？我是个狗屎警察吗？ Or was I a bad cop? Was I a shit cop?
我是个懒惰的杂种吗 Was I a lazy sonofabitch
谁刚刚在他的卡片上做了标记并出现了？ who just marked his card and showed up?
罗伊 你是最好的之一 Roy, you were one of the best.
你是一个伟大的警察 You were a great cop.
任何签名上都没有我的名字 My name's not on any of the sign-offs.
什么？ What?
在维德档案中 In the Wieder file.
任何官员上都没有我的名字 My name is not on any of the officials.
不是事件报告... Not the incident report...
不是证人证 not the witness sheet,
法医调查结果 塞缪尔的供述 forensic findings, Samuel's confession.
都没有 None of it.
这只是你的名字... It's just your name...
在所有这一切上 on all of it.
你想说什么 罗伊？ What are you trying to say, Roy?
我翻阅了 30 年前的案件档案 I've been going back through 30 years of case files.
三十年了 Thirty years.
每一份 每一份文件 每一份…… Every one, every document, every single one...
我们共同签署 we co-signed.
我的名字就在你的旁边 My name right next to yours.
除了这个 Except for this one.
这是为什么？ Why is that?
我明白你在这里做什么 罗伊 I see what you're doing here, Roy.
你采访过其他所有人 You've interviewed everyone else.
现在你要控告我了 Now you're gonna accuse me.
耶稣基督 罗伊 Jesus Christ, Roy,
你真是个混蛋 you're some fuckin' piece of work.
你突然来到我家 You come to my house out of nowhere,
寻求我的帮助 asking for my help,
现在你却指责我？ and now you accuse me?
去你妈的 罗伊 Fuck you, Roy.
去你的 Fuck you.
我不是杀手！ I ain't no killer!
今晚你的状态很罕见 You're in rare form tonight.
她在哪？ Where is she?
她有一段时间不会进来 罗伊 She won't be coming in for a while, Roy.
- 好的 - 嗯 - Okay. - Uh-huh.
我出去了 I'm out.
哦 别开我的车 罗伊 Oh, don't take my car, Roy.
嘿嘿 我明天就带回来 Hey, I will bring it back tomorrow.
你所做的一切 我永远不会忘记 What you did, I will never forget.
明天 Tomorrow.
我们还没有营业 We're not open yet.
有没有一个白发老者 Was there an old gray-haired guy
曾经经营这个地方？ used to run this place?
埃里克？埃里克·奥图尔？ Eric? Eric O'Toole?
是的 他已经退休了 有什么我可以帮助您的吗？ Yeah, he's retired. Is there anything I can help you with?
现在这是我爸爸的地方 It's my pop's place now.
是的 我正在寻找一位也曾在这里工作过的女士 Yeah, I'm looking for a woman who used to work here too.
- 她的名字叫黛安 - 哦 你是说黛安·林奇？ - Her name's Diane. - Oh, you mean Diane Lynch?
是的 对 知道我在哪里可以找到她吗？ Yeah, right. Any idea where I could find her?
是的 就在各各他天主教堂 Yeah, just over at Calvary Catholic.
她大约五年前去世了 She died about five years ago.
哦 你不说？ Oh, you don't say?
他妈的 Fuck.
她是朋友还是什么？ Was she a friend or something?
呃 她在我正在处理的一个案件中作了证词 Eh, she gave a deposition in a case I was working on.
- 我只是在跟进 - 那么 你是警察吗？ - I was just following up. - So, you a cop?
以前是 Used to be.
出色地... Well...
包在我身上 On me.
我的祖父是一名警察 My grandfather was a cop.
我最近才想起来 其实我... I just recently remembered I actually, uh...
我喜欢这样做 I like to do this.
我们都不是吗？ Don't we all?
给黛安. To Diane.
嘿 你介意我用一下你的浴室吗？ Hey. You mind if I use your bathroom?
就在拐角处 点唱机的另一边 Just around the corner, other side of the jukebox.
谢谢 Thanks.
你好？弗里曼先生？ Hello? Mr. Freeman?
是苏珊·艾弗里给你回电话 It's Susan Avery returning your call.
钝器撞击头部 Blunt object to the head.
嗯 苏珊？来自沃特福德学院 Um, Susan? From Waterford College.
我有东西给你 I have something for you.
你确定我不能给你倒杯水吗？ You sure I can't get you a glass of water?
不 不 我很好 No, no, I'm fine.
你说你有东西给我？ You said you had something for me?
不知道原作在哪里 I don't know where the original is.
如果我不得不猜测的话 可能是在国防部的仓库里 Probably in storage at the DOD, if I had to guess,
但这是我在那里时唯一拥有的副本 but that's the only copy I had from my time there.
镜子效应 The Mirror Effect.
维德对这项工作感到非常自豪 Wieder was quite proud of this work.
他认为这会帮助人们 He thought it would help people
他们正在遭受创伤 who were suffering with their trauma.
- 这是值得获奖的研究 - 从未发表过？ - It's award-worthy research. - It was never published?
至少不是在他的名下 At least not under his name.
我不明白 I don't understand.
我猜你还没读过她的书 I gather you haven't read her book.
她用更多的发现更新了维德的研究 She updated Wieder's research with additional findings
多年来她一起挑选 she culled together over the years
她正在攻读博士学位 she was getting her doctorate.
那么 她偷了他的作品？ So, she stole his work?
这种情况在学术研究中时常发生 It happens all the time in academic research.
再说了 谁会抗议呢？ Besides, who would protest?
- 维德死了 - 但你感染了它？ - Wieder's dead. - But you contracted it?
事情没那么简单 It's not as simple as that.
维德去世前 Before Wieder died,
劳拉·贝恩斯带着那份手稿来找我 Laura Baines came to me with that manuscript.
是的 我听说她不高兴 Yeah, I heard she wasn't happy.
她声称这项工作是她的 She claimed the work was hers.
维德没有给予她应有的荣誉 Wieder wasn't giving her the credit she deserved.
这是胡说八道！他不能就这么侥幸逃脱！ This is bullshit! He can't just get away with this!
那么 她是如何发布的呢？ So, how did she publish it?
我们一直在流传它 We'd been circulating it
在许多退伍军人管理局医院中 in a number of the VA hospitals,
但该部门的优先事项发生了变化 but the department's priorities changed.
当我开始在这里工作几年后 A few years later after I started working here,
我找到了她的书评 I found her book review.
那么……你为什么不去追她呢？ So... why didn't you go after her?
没有什么可追她的 There was nothing to go after her for.
该项目被关闭 The project was shuttered.
维德以前住在这附近 对吗？ Wieder used to live around here, right?
到了栗子上 显然房子还是空着的 Over on Chestnut. Apparently the house is still empty.
钝器撞击头部 Blunt object to the head.
有什么迹象吗？ Any sign of it?
不 不过车库里有几只蝙蝠 No. Couple of bats in the garage, though.
少了一个吧？ One's missing, right?
那里的管理员说他们都是名人堂成员签名的 Caretaker there said they were all signed by Hall of Famers,
所以可能值很多钱 so probably worth a lot of money.
你想去跟他谈谈吗？ You wanna go talk to him?
- 我会 快点 - 先生 - I will. Come on. - Sir.
你在那里得到了什么 罗伊？ What you got there, Roy?
从未找到凶器 Never did find the murder weapon
维德案 是吗？ from the Wieder case, did you?
你把这个放在这里？ You put this here?
把它放回洞里 罗伊 Put it back in the hole, Roy.
你们俩都进去吧 Both of youse, get inside.
你为什么就不能听我说呢？ Why couldn't you just listen to me?
你就是放不下它 不是吗？ You just couldn't let it go, could you?!
你做了什么 吉姆？ What did you do, Jim?
我做了什么？ What did I do?
我清理了这该死的烂摊子 I cleaned this fucking mess up.
十年前 你不记得这些了吗？ Ten years ago. Don't you remember any of this?
- 黛安做了什么？ - 黛安？ - What Diane did? - Diane?
她告诉了我你所知道的 She told me what you knew.
黛安·林奇？ Diane Lynch?
离我远点！ Get away from me!
来自您最喜欢的酒吧 From your favorite bar.
她是维德的病人之一 She was one of Wieder's patients.
够了 劳拉 Enough, Laura.
我告诉过你我会处理这件事 I told you I would take care of this.
哦 Oh.
你们认识吗？ You know each other?
我懂了 I see.
那么 你们是在一起的吗？ So, you're in this together?
操我 [罗伊]不 我明白了 Fuck me.[Roy] No, I get it.
我明白了 吉米 I get it, Jimmy.
你妻子病得很重 Your wife got really sick.
你负债累累 You got deep in debt.
她出现了 付钱给你杀死维德 She comes along, pays to you kill Wieder
这样她就可以出版她的书 so she can publish her book,
还有你 你铁路艾萨克·塞缪尔 and you, you railroad Isaac Samuel,
把这一切都掩盖起来 cover it all up.
不 不 不 不 不 我没有付钱让他杀死维德 No, no, no, no, no. I did not pay him to kill Wieder.
直到你出事后我们才见面 We didn't meet until after your accident.
我的生活被毁了 My life was destroyed.
我面临着多年临床研究的损失 I was facing losing years of clinical research.
名字“劳拉·贝恩斯” The name "Laura Baines"
总是与发生的事情联系在一起 would always be associated with what happened.
然后你的伴侣出现了 问了各种各样的问题 Then your partner showed up, asking all kinds of questions.
我不知道他想要什么 但他不会放弃 I didn't know what he wanted, but he wouldn't let up
我很害怕 and I was so scared.
哦 操你 劳拉！ Oh, fuck you, Laura!
所以 我……离开了 So, I... left.
我搬家了 改了名字 重新开始 I moved, changed my name, started over,
完成了研究并出版了我的书 completed the research and published my book,
希望我再也见不到他了 hoping I would never see him again.
但后来 几年前 But then, a few years ago,
理查德·芬恩开始四处探索 Richard Finn started poking around.
她是一位作家 伊丽莎白·韦斯特莱克 She's an author. Elizabeth Westlake.
但她改变了 以前是劳拉·贝恩斯 But she changed it. It used to be Laura Baines.
她一定是在维德死后拿走了他的作品 She must have taken Wieder's work after he died.
你问我 她就是杀了他的人 You ask me, she's the one who killed him.
然后不知何故 你的伴侣找到了我 Then somehow, your partner found me
他伸出手来 and he turned up with his hand out,
而这一次 是为了钱 and this time, it's for money.
所有这一切 这一切都他妈的胡说八道 罗伊 All this, all this is just fucking bullshit, Roy.
我不是说假话 他勒索我 I'm not lying. He blackmailed me.
他说他会公开证明我的书不是我的作品 He said he'd go public with proof my book wasn't my work
除非我付钱给他 unless I paid him.
所以 你也杀了理查德·芬 So, you killed Richard Finn too
万一他也有同样的想法呢？ in case he got the same idea?
我没有杀任何人 I didn't kill anyone.
她杀了芬恩 就像杀了维德一样 She killed Finn the same way she killed Wieder.
芬恩正在写一本关于谋杀案的书 Finn's writing a book about the murder
他认为你杀了维德 and he thinks you killed Wieder.
你需要和他谈谈 You need to talk to him.
用别人的手 With other people's hands.
好的 Okay.
我告诉你 劳拉 I'm telling you, Laura,
你可以随心所欲地乱搞 但我不会…… you can fuck around all you want, but I'm not...
德弗罗已经是一名训练有素的杀手 Devereaux was already a trained killer.
芬恩离开后 她就让他来追你 With Finn out of the way, she got him to come after you.
他到家了 He's home.
等他走了再处理 Wait until he leaves and then take care of it.
她是个操纵者 罗伊 She's a manipulator, Roy.
她现在正在操纵你 She's manipulating you right now.
她让人们进来做她肮脏的工作 She gets people to come in and do her dirty work
然后她就溜走了 and then she just skates away.
她必须承担责任 She has to be held accountable.
嗯 这是一件很有趣的事情 心灵 Hm, it's such a funny thing, the mind,
它可以忍受的东西 the things it can live with
以及它无法忍受的事情 and the things it just can't bear.
到死时对两者都一无所知 To get to die ignorant of both,
现在... now that...
哦 那是一种特殊的幸福 Oh, that is a special kind of bliss.
我做了什么... What I did...
我为你做的 I did for you.
数十年前的谋杀案的最新消息 Breaking news in a decades-old murder
在沃特福德学院 out at Waterford College
作为残酷杀戮的新证据 as fresh evidence in the brutal killing
心理学教授约瑟夫·维德 (Joseph Wieder) of psychology professor Joseph Wieder
为一名被关押在死囚牢房的男子无罪 exonerates a man incarcerated on death row.
29岁的艾萨克·塞缪尔被判复仇杀人罪 29-year-old Isaac Samuel was convicted of revenge killing
并计划注射死刑 and was scheduled to die by lethal injection
在短短一个月的时间里 in just one month's time.
但在双重凶杀案发生后发现的信息 But information uncovered in the wake of a double homicide
上周二在维德废弃的家中 this past Tuesday at Wieder's abandoned home
讲述了一个不同的故事 tells a different kind of story.
说出这个房间里的三个物体 Name three objects in this room.
椅子 灯……时钟 Chair, lamp... clock.
还有三个物体不在这个房间里 And three objects not in this room.
酒杯 报纸 枪 Wine glass, newspaper, gun.
今天的日期？ Today's date?
10 月 21 日 October 21st.
你的出生地？ Your place of birth?
宾夕法尼亚州拉克斯维尔 Larksville, Pennsylvania.
你母亲的名字？ Your mother's name?
佛罗伦萨 Florence.
你父亲的名字？ Your father's name?
乔治 George.
你的中学？ Your middle school?
南边 South Side.
非常好 Very good.
看来治疗非常有效 It seems the treatment's been very effective.
能够再次回忆起来一定很高兴 It must be gratifying to be able to remember again.
是的 Yeah.
前任侦探 The former detective
十年前调查此案的人 who investigated the case ten years ago,
罗伊·弗里曼, Roy Freeman,
有助于将责任方归咎于 was instrumental in bringing the responsible parties
伸张正义 to justice.
他揭露了一场扭曲的雇佣谋杀阴谋 He uncovered a twisted murder-for-hire plot
源于华盛顿县警察局 with roots in the Washington County Police
和沃特福德学术界 and the Waterford academic community.
弗里曼先生是一位功勋卓著的侦探 Mr. Freeman, a highly decorated detective,
几年前离开警察部队 left the police force some years ago
车祸后... following a car accident...
维德教授是一名医生 他宣誓 Professor Wieder is a doctor. He took an oath.
让他们免受伤害和不公正 Keep them from harm and injustice.
嗯 嗯 她也发誓了 Uh-huh. Well, she took an oath too.
我们都这么做了 We both did.
拥有和持有 无论疾病还是健康 To have and to hold, in sickness and in health.
六个月前她来看他 She came to see him six months ago
关于一些 呃 未解决的创伤 about some, uh, unresolved trauma.
你知道 我只是不相信你 You know, I just don't believe you.
她的父亲酗酒 她... Her alcoholic father, she was...
她担心自己在重复模式 She was concerned she was repeating patterns
在你的婚姻中 in your marriage.
她很脆弱 而他只是利用了她 She was vulnerable and he just took advantage.
我很抱歉必须是第一个告诉你这一点的人 I'm sorry to have to be the one to tell you this.
嗯 你为什么呢？啊？就为了他妈的？ Well, why are you? Huh? Just for the fuck of it?
你想让我相信你是一个好心的撒玛利亚人 You want me to believe you're some kind of good Samaritan
谁认为我应该知道我的妻子正在操她的心理医生？ who just thought I should know my wife is fucking her shrink?
是这样吗？ Is that it?
如果你想要证据 In case you want proof.
那上面是什么？ And what's on that?
你妻子 Your wife.
♪ 哦 啊 我所经历的痛苦...... ♪ ♪ Oh, ah, the miseries I've had... ♪
让我走吧 Just let me go.
他妈的离我远点！ Get the fuck away from me!
开门 黛安 开门！ Open the door, Diane. Open the door!
请别打扰我！ Leave me alone!
让我走吧 Just let me go.
哦！这么快就回来了？ Oh! Back so soon?
我……对不起 I'm... I'm sorry.
不 No.
天啊他妈的基督！ Jesus fucking Christ!
罗伊！ Roy!
让我们完成它吧 Let's get it done.
♪ 嗯 白天月亮升起 ♪ ♪ Well, it's moon rise in the daytime ♪
♪ 是的 黑暗如水晶般清澈 ♪ ♪ Yeah, it's darkness crystal clear ♪
♪ 在沙漠和走廊里 ♪ ♪ In the desert and down hallways ♪
♪ 不知怎的 你总是把我拉近 ♪ ♪ Somehow you always pull me near ♪
♪ 都穿上金色的衣服 ♪ ♪ All dressed up in golden ♪
♪ 我是个傻瓜 ♪ ♪ I was a fool ♪
♪ 我做了你告诉我的事 ♪ ♪ I did what you told me ♪
♪ 但孤独的人却没有休息 ♪ ♪ But there's no rest for the lonely ♪
♪ 恶人真的堕落了吗？ ♪ ♪ Are the wicked truly broken? ♪
♪ 是的 ♪ ♪ Yeah ♪
♪ 嘿 嘿 亲爱的 ♪ ♪ Hey, hey, sweet darlin' ♪
♪ 嘿 嘿 我讨厌看到你摔倒 ♪ ♪ Hey, hey, I hate to see you fallin' ♪
♪ 像炮弹一样 ♪ ♪ Like a cannonball ♪
♪ 也许你根本就不是天使 ♪ ♪ Maybe you're no angel after all ♪
♪ 现在你说你不认识我 ♪ ♪ Now you say that you don't know me ♪
♪ 但你让我成为现在的我 ♪ ♪ But you made me who I am ♪
♪ 这与感觉无关 ♪ ♪ And it's not about the feeling ♪
♪ 你能接受你所做的一切吗？ ♪ ♪ Can you live with what you've done? ♪
♪ 你做了什么 ♪ ♪ What you've done ♪
♪ 是的 ♪ ♪ Yeah ♪
♪ 嘿 嘿 亲爱的 ♪ ♪ Hey, hey, sweet darlin' ♪
♪ 嘿 嘿 我讨厌看到你摔倒 ♪ ♪ Hey, hey, I hate to see you fallin' ♪
♪ 像炮弹一样 ♪ ♪ Like a cannonball ♪
♪ 也许你不是天使 ♪ ♪ Maybe you're no angel ♪
♪ 嘿 嘿 亲爱的 ♪ ♪ Hey, hey, sweet darlin' ♪
♪ 嘿 嘿 我讨厌看到你爬行 ♪ ♪ Hey, hey, I hate to see you crawlin' ♪
♪ 像炮弹一样 ♪ ♪ Like a cannonball ♪
♪ 也许你不是天使 ♪ ♪ Maybe you're no angel ♪
♪ 也许你根本就不是天使 ♪ ♪ Maybe you're no angel after all ♪